When Death is Gain

We’re all alive but we’re heading for death. When we take our first breath, we are inching toward our last. We know we’re on a collision course with the grave. It’s a fact of life and death.  Every day we’ve been given to live is a gift to live for Christ. If we live for anything else, are we even truly living?

As believers, we are called to die to ourselves. That death can be very painful as we dislodge our desires from God’s. When we turn our life of self indulgence over to following God, the shackles fall off. When we turn our backs on sin, we gain everlasting life. When we allow our personal desires to be replaced with God’s will, we live in surrendered peace. When we die to ourselves, we live only for God.

And whatever you do or say, do it as a representative of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks through him to God the Father. Colossians 3:17

Paul had been thrown into a prison in Rome. Oh. He hadn’t committed any crimes and he hadn’t been formally charged, but he found himself in prison anyway. There had also been a death threat against Paul because of his teachings. And those who disagreed with his teaching that Jesus had risen from the dead were replacing truth with doubt when they told their story in the courtroom. They were calling him a troublemaker, but they didn’t charge him with any crimes. They knew he wasn’t guilty of any crime but they wouldn’t set him free. By keeping him locked up, the Roman leaders thought they were appeasing the Jewish leaders. And Paul wouldn’t take a lesser plea just to get out of prison.

Paul knew he was unlawfully placed in prison. He knew he was being wronged, and he suffered for someone else’s wrongdoing. But his faith didn’t waver. He preached the gospel to governors who kept him locked up for years. He proclaimed his innocence when others tried to hijack his case. He even shared his testimony in front of a king who claimed he was out of his mind. He demanded to face trial in front of Caesar. That’s how he found himself in Rome. He had appealed to the highest court.

Paul didn’t fear death, because his hope was in Jesus Christ.


For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. Philippians 1:21


I recently watched a short video where a man who searches for truth said that most people will do anything to survive. They’ll survive at any price. So he asked what was the right price to accept to remain alive. He asked. Is it ten million dollars? Twenty million? One hundred million? Then the next sentence he said stunned the audience. He said that if you are a truthteller, the price must be your life. Otherwise, you are for sale. And if you are for sale, then you’re not looking for the truth.

This man said that if I follow my conscience, I may die. But I can lie, and I will live. Truthtellers are strong. Liars are weak. Courage is contagious and intimidating at the same time. To those who are willing to take up the badge of courage, there are as many others who are afraid of those who speak truth. So have no fear. If your life is your price, then take pride in that fact but let it humble you at the same time.

And he’s right. If we can be paid off for keeping silent about the truth, then we’re not really looking for the truth. We’re looking for safety. We’re looking out for number one. Ourselves. But if the price is our life, then we’re willing to forfeit all we have to do the right thing. Telling the truth is costly. Oh. Not always. But in today’s world, the truth is spun so fast that what spills out looks nothing like truth. And it isn’t truth. It’s lies manufactured to make you safe and to put others out of the reach of safety. When if the truth were told, it would be the other way around. Your life could be at risk and others would be saved.

We know that death is not defeat to the Christian. The result of death is a win for those whose sins have been wiped clean. Death ushers forgiven souls into the presence of Jesus Christ for eternity.

Consider Daniel’s three friends. When commanded to bow before an image of the king, they refused. They said no. They would bow only to the God of the universe. So when they were given a second chance to bow, they still refused. Their punishment? They were thrown into a fiery furnace where the flames leaping out killed the ones tossing them in. But God honored their faithfulness, and they survived. Before being thrown into the fire, they said they would not recant their faith in God even if they didn’t survive the fire. Their faith was their priority in life and in the possibility of death. Their life was the price they were willing to pay for truth.

Read the story of Daniel’s friends in Daniel 3.

There was a life that was sold. Except the owner of the life didn’t make the financial exchange. It was one of his twelve closest followers. This follower was obviously living on the fringe. And in a moment of utter weakness, he approached the enemy and offered the life of the man he called Lord. And he sold that friendship for thirty pieces of silver. And when the guard came to collect their prize, Judas kissed Jesus on the cheek as a sign he was theirs for the taking.

Oh. The man who received the kiss knew the betrayal was coming. He knew his life was on the line. During the three years of his ministry, he spoke the truth plainly but eloquently to anyone who would listen. And he offered to them free of charge the gift of salvation and eternal life. It was his physical life that was on the line, though, as the sacrifice for the gift he offered. And as he hung on the cross, he paid the ultimate price. The truth of his message wasn’t silenced by his death. It spread like wildfire around the world, and it’s still spreading today.

The loss of the physical life of Jesus was our gain. Jesus’ death on the cross paved the way for our sins to be forgiven and our worth redeemed. Jesus paid it all. All to him I owe.

You can find the story of Judas Iscariot’s betrayal of Jesus in Luke 22:47-53.

Work Observations

I’m bored with my job. Oh. It may not show at work, but I stare at the computer and wish I didn’t have to be there. I don’t always have enough work to do, which makes the matter worse. I’m not interested in the work. It’s numbers, after all. I’m more into words. But I sit there entering numbers and paying my employer’s bills. I work in Accounting, and an accountant I am not. I always wonder if I will be found out. So far, no. But it’s a part-time job that I took when I retired from full-time work a couple of years ago. So I guess I could quit at anytime if I wanted. I’m seriously considering it.

Now that I’ve been in the job for a while, I have a clearer picture of the company I work for. By the way. I’m not an employee of the company. I’m actually an employee of a staffing agency. The company where I do my work has never offered me a permanent position. At first, it was indicated that would happen. And I kept waiting for that day. But now. Now I’m glad that offer was never made. I’m free to go when I want without any repercussions on my part. But I wouldn’t do that. I wouldn’t just walk away without giving a notice. It’s just not in my nature. Unless, that is, I was expected to do something immoral, unethical or illegal. That would be an entirely different situation.

I’ve noticed in this company that not everyone is fully honest. Oh. They make sure that the company is abiding by all appropriate laws and regulations. They don’t want to put the company at risk. Nothing underhanded is happening. But there is one who has a position of some authority who will tell their small white lies. If small white lies are really a thing. But this individual tells them when it suits their situation. And this individual confesses the lies to me that they’ve pushed onto others. It’s not like they’re hiding their thoughts or plans from everyone. Their lies are an underhanded way to get their way. Perhaps they think others don’t notice. Perhaps they think I don’t notice. I do. And this individual will underhandedly treat people they don’t favor a little more harshly than they treat others. I could be the only one who notices and knows these things because of my position. But it happens. And it bothers me.

Another individual complained about someone else at work. His words, which I fully agreed with, could have been the start of a gripe session between the two of us if I had taken the bait. I didn’t. I just listened to his words and got away from the conversation as quickly as I could. I want no part of badmouthing anyone I work with. Because ears may be listening. Tongues may start wagging. And I don’t want to be on the receiving end of a difficult conversation. It’s just not worth it. And besides. Gossip is evil.

One individual recently had major surgery. In their preparations for being out of the office, it became obvious that they didn’t want to let go of their responsibilities. Oh. It’s good that they take their work seriously. But they were holding on just a bit too tightly. This person is past the age of retirement but has no immediate plans to stop working. They work more hours than anyone else at the company. And they just can’t let go of anything. In other words. The person is a control freak. It’s become more noticeable to me over the past few months as they prepared for their surgery. And to be honest. Their controlling nature has become the bane of my existence at a place where I don’t have to be.


Intelligent people are always ready to learn. Their ears are open for knowledge. Proverbs 18:15


This person doesn’t want to bring the company into the current century as far as adopting new procedures. The old ways are very comfortable and they’ve voiced their thoughts that change will have to wait until they’re no longer around. Meanwhile, the company is suffering from antiquity. The problem seems invisible to most, because there are several others there who are in the same age group. I’ve realized that when this person is no longer employed, the one who replaces them will come in and make sweeping changes. This will be very uncomfortable for most everyone. Some will fight it. Others will leave. And a few may be relieved. I don’t plan to be around at that point.

I’ve realized that this individual’s unwillingness to make changes could slowly and silently send the company into a death spiral. Not necessarily financially or in any obvious way, but change needs to happen regardless of one’s opinions or comfort level. A company can’t wait to make multiple large changes at one time just to keep the old guard satisfied. When leaders resist change, it’s time to change leaders.

One of my responsibilities is to post a listing of all the birthday and anniversaries each month for everyone to see. As I was working on the flyer for the upcoming month, I noted that one individual has been with the company for over twenty years and another for over thirty years. There’s nothing wrong with longevity at a first glance, but longevity breeds complacency. These two individuals are resistant to change. And they’ve lost the drive to work hard. They just show up to collect a handsome paycheck. And it shows in their work ethic.

Why am I documenting all this on this page? I’ve realized that it’s easy to become complacent and comfortable with our lives. We all need change at times. We become stagnant, unfulfilled and boring if we live the same life we’ve lived all our lives. We need to continually challenge our minds by reading well. We need to continually move our bodies in order to be able to move them as we age. We need to continually grow in our faith or it will stagnate and die. We weren’t meant to sit idle all day and do nothing. We weren’t made to live thoughtless lives.

In Ecclesiastes, King Solomon says there is a time for everything under the sun. Change is one of those things that we must be willing to make. Whether we like it or not, change can be good for us. Oh. It’s always better if we’re the instigator of the change. If change is our plan, then we’re fully onboard. If it’s someone else’s idea, then forget it. That’s what we say. Sometimes change happens when we least expect it and we have no say in the matter. We have to go with the flow, because there’s no choice. Life is tough.

For everything there is a season, a time for every activity under heaven. Ecclesiastes 3:1

I know of someone who recently learned that he will be losing his job. He’s been with the same company for many years. He is paralyzed with fear. He doesn’t know what to do. To make matters worse, he’s close to retirement but not close enough. Relocation is a possible option, but that would mean uprooting his entire life. What if his family isn’t onboard with that? But what if moving is his only option other than the unemployment line? The man has some uncomfortable decisions to make in the near future, and I hope he gets wise counsel.

Oh. Unemployment isn’t fun. I know. I’ve stood in that line three times. But each time I was involuntarily placed in that waiting season wondering if I would ever be employed again, I learned not to take so much for granted. New jobs can be found at most any age. New habits and patterns can be formed. New skills can be learned. New friendships can be formed. Life can be good again. It’s just that, instead of placing our trust in God, we place our reliance on that thing called a paycheck. It is necessary, of course. We were made to work. But God is in the business of providing, and we must lean into his goodness and timing.

My intent is not to complain. I realize life is good. I also realize that life is unsteady and weaves through unpredictable cycles. Our strength and trust in God is learned through the tests and trials that come our way. If we only stay in the lane we’ve always been in, we may not be as prepared for the waves of unpredictability as we would be if we allowed the changes of life to shape our faith.

Surely God is my salvation; I will trust and not be afraid. The Lord, the Lord himself, is my strength and my defense; he has become my salvation. Isaiah 12:2

When the Forsythia Blooms

It’s March, and I see the yellow blooms of the forsythia in my yard. But it’s not the first time this year that I’ve seen this phenomenon. The forsythia bush started waving yellow during a warm spell in January. The bush must have become confused by the sudden turn of weather in a month that is typically frozen and snowy. As the temps cooled down again, the forsythia stalled in its attempts to force its bright color upon us. But now. Now that it’s March and warm temperatures are again teasing us, the forsythia is once again attempting to bloom.

It’s pretty safe to assume that its efforts this time will be successful, since the days of the year are moving along. Is it safe to say that spring is just around the corner? I think so. But lest we be fooled into thinking that warm temperatures are here to stay, the weather has once again turned from warm to crispy cold. It’s a game that the seasons play on even the most weathered individuals. Each year, we face the same teasing of cold to warm and then back again to cold. Until one day, the cold is gone.

I find that life is the same as the forsythia bush. We see the much anticipated days of goodness ahead and try to rush headlong into them before it’s time. We’ve just survived our latest hurdle, and now another is on the horizon. The weather of life snaps, and we find ourselves in the midst of a heavy, burdensome load of trouble. We wonder if life will ever be good again. And so we wait. And then one day, we see the first sign of our burden easing and we breathe a little easier. Will it last? We’re not sure. But our hope is rising. And then one day, we find the burdensome problem has been resolved and we’re free to be carefree for a time.

Oh. If only life was simple.


For the Lord God is our sun and our shield. He gives us grace and glory. The Lord will withhold no good thing from those who do what is right. Psalms 84:11


In the ninth chapter of Daniel, Daniel writes of a glimpse of hope for his people, the nation of Israel. He apparently took advantage of the great libraries and learning centers of Babylon and read many books. After all, he had been living there since he was a teenager. Oh. It wasn’t his idea to move many miles from his home in Jerusalem, but he had been captured and taken prisoner by Nebuchadnezzar, the king of Babylon. And Daniel had been forced to work in Nebuchadnezzar’s royal palace after he underwent an intense three-year re-education program.

For the rest of his life, Daniel worked in the royal palace of Babylon. He served many kings, as they would come and go. At times, he was placed in very powerful positions if he was favored and respected by the king. Some of the kings had a very high regard for Daniel’s God-given wisdom and intuition and trusted his advice. He would interpret their dreams and then give all the credit to God, for it was God who had given him the ability to understand and interpret dreams. However, other kings demoted him to lower positions and didn’t even know his name or past accomplishments. There were times in his service to the kings that his life was threatened. The possibility of bodily harm was a natural fear to have while serving people in high places. One wrong decision or word could have your life coming to a dramatic end. As Daniel served the kings, God watched over his life and once spared him from an untimely death when thrown into the lion’s den. Daniel didn’t waver in his faith and devotion to God. He honored his commitment to God and prayed faithfully each day.

But back to the ninth chapter of Daniel. He had somehow received a copy of Jeremiah’s prophetic letter. As he read it, he realized that God had sentenced his people to seventy years of exile in Babylon. Daniel was living this prophecy in real time. And he realized that the seventy years were soon coming to an end. Instead of being ecstatic about a possible return to his homeland, he fell on his knees and repented of his and his nation’s sins. He cried out to God to forgive the nation of Israel for defying God and turning their backs on him. As he read Jeremiah’s letter, he saw how God had punished them for their belligerent actions against an almighty God who had given their nation a favored status above all other nations. And they had rejected God’s favor. Daniel cried out in horror that his nation had been so blind and unrepentant.

Daniel realized that he was receiving the punishment due his forefathers for their sins of disobedience. His generation was the one to receive the just penalty of a ruined nation and exile to a hostile, foreign land. Oh. Daniel didn’t beg God to let him return to Jerusalem to live out his final years. No. He never said those words. He asked for forgiveness and mercy instead.

We may not understand why the forsythia gets confused when the weather wreaks havoc on its blooming cycle. But we do understand that eventually the forsythia will bloom once the conditions of spring are met. And then its beauty will shine forth. Daniel, too, realized that his nation’s punishment would soon end and his people could return to their homeland. Hope was on the horizon.

When he was led as a prisoner to Babylon, Daniel didn’t know he would live to be an old man and die there.  He didn’t know that he would never return home to see Jerusalem again. He didn’t know the obstacles he would face. But he had a strong faith in God. He knew that his God would not fail him. And he knew that at the right time and in the right condition, God would strengthen and encourage him when all else seemed lost. Daniel never wavered in his faith. His faith only grew stronger as time passed. Soon, he was an old man and had lived his entire adult life as a servant of kings in a royal palace that rebelled against God.

Daniel didn’t realize that as he was serving in this foreign land, God was also judging the evil leaders of his day. As part of God’s plan, Babylon too would be taken captive and be forced to bow to foreign kings. And through the downfall of Babylon, Daniel stood strong in his faith in God. As the new rulers took their place on Babylon’s throne, once again Daniel was placed in a position of authority serving another ungodly king. His faithfulness to God made him a highly sought after ally for a king needing self-assurance and stability. Even at the age of eighty, Daniel was still a trusted leader.

I’ve read that when people are hurting, the entire world looks bleak. We see no way out of our situation and feel like we’ll be stuck in this never ending cycle of pain. We don’t know when the waves of uncertainty and trouble will enter our lives, and we don’t know how long they’ll last. But we can live in peace and contentment when we are serving God.

We never question if the forsythia will bloom each spring. Our only question is when it will bloom. Because we know it will. Perhaps it’s time for us to use the same logic when we face our own devastations. We shouldn’t ask if life will ever be good again. We should ask how we can accept our situation even when it’s not good. We must hold onto the knowledge that God is good all the time. And all the time, God is good. Regardless of the unfortunate events we have faced or will face in the future, we can rest assured that God is in control. And God always wins. Our hope must be in God alone.

Be Careful About What Offends You

The Bible is the Word of God. It’s God’s message of love, hope, salvation and justice to everyone. God speaks truth in his word. God’s plan is perfect, so when Adam and Eve hit a bump in the road and disobeyed him, he had a solution for their sin. When they ate the forbidden fruit in the Garden of Eden, God provided a plan of forgiveness. And it wasn’t just a plan to save Adam and Eve; it was a plan for the salvation for all mankind. But ever since then, mankind has been on a collision course with eternity. And each of us needs to fully surrender to God’s free gift of forgiveness and salvation for our sin.

We can read in God’s word about his plan of salvation. We can hear it preached in church. We can see how salvation has changed people’s lives. We have the choice to accept or refuse this gift God is offering to each of us. God doesn’t make us choose to live according to his will. He gives us a choice. We make the decision.

The thing is. God’s word is the same for everyone who reads or hears it. Some people are convicted by hearing about their sinfulness and repent. They choose to become a follower of Christ. Others are highly offended and turn against God. They live in opposition to his commands. But his commands don’t change. God is always constant, and he doesn’t show favoritism.

On a recent podcast, the speaker shared that the same fire that melts wax hardens clay. The same wind that sways the oak tree will uproot the weak. And it’s the same with God’s word, which doesn’t change. The difference is in the hearer.

This podcaster encouraged his listeners not to harden their hearts, but to turn from their sinful ways and follow God. The only one we must fear is God. And that fear isn’t the same as being frightened in the dark. It’s the fact that we respect God’s authority and obey him. The fear of God causes us to bow to his commandments and leading. Our fear of God means we don’t act beyond what he allows. We must have a reverence for God and stand in awe of his power and wrath.


For the Lord your God is the God of gods and Lord of lords. He is the great God, the mighty and awesome God, who shows no partiality and cannot be bribed. You must fear the Lord your God and worship him and cling to him. Your oaths must be in his name alone. He alone is your God, the only one who is worthy of your praise. Deuteronomy 10:17, 20-21


In his death on the cross, Jesus represents submission to God, not submission to the authority of man. He represents absolute truth, so when we read the word of God we see our own sinfulness. And we have the choice to be convicted or offended. Sure. The truth hurts. But it also heals if we accept the forgiveness of our Lord and Savior.

Perhaps it has to do with the fact that people no longer fear God. We live for ourselves alone and assume we are our own authority. But the fear of God needs to be seriously considered and practiced. Living in the fear of God doesn’t mean we’re quaking in our boots at the mention of his name. But it does mean that we respect and acknowledge our limits, and we don’t cross the boundaries of Scripture. We must realize that God is God and we are not him. His authority is supreme over anything and everything else.

We see the fear of God lived out in the Bible. When the Hebrew midwives disobeyed Pharaoh’s orders to kill all the newborn baby boys, they refused. They had more fear of God than they did of the king. They knew that if they murdered all those babies, they would stand in judgment before God. They knew they couldn’t cross that line. They stood firmly in their faith in God, and God gave them families of their own in honor of their obedience.

You can read the story of the Hebrew midwives in Exodus 1.

In another Bible story, Daniel’s three friends refused to bow in worship to the king. When the king gave them a second chance, they again refused. They said that if God wanted to save them, he would. If he didn’t want to save their lives, then he wouldn’t. And as a result of their refusal to worship the king, they were thrown in to a fiery furnace. And God chose to honor their obedience and saved their lives.

You can read the story of Daniel’s friends in Daniel 3.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take. Proverbs 3:5-6

How Bright is Your Light?

Boy. Did I ever get a shock when I walked into his office. He was playing Christian music. And in the two years I’ve worked with this man, I never would have thought he would be associated with anything Christian. As I stood there talking to him, I wanted to join in singing “I’m a Survivor” with Zach Williams. But I didn’t. I kept a straight face and stayed in the conversation as my mind was running in circles trying to figure out this man I was talking to. Is he a Christian?

I wonder. If the roles were reversed and he walked into my office as I listened to Christian music, would he be as shocked as I was hearing it in his office? Would he question how I could be a Christian after he has seen the way I work and heard the words I say? Does he see an attitude of resentment or inconsistency in me?

Imitate God, therefore, in everything you do, because you are his dear children. Live a life filled with love, following the example of Christ. He loved us and offered himself as a sacrifice for us, a pleasing aroma to God. Ephesians 5:1-2

I don’t mean to judge the man. But by what I see and know of him, I wouldn’t assume he’s a Christian. And I know. Just because someone listens to Christian music doesn’t mean they’re a Christian. But also, it doesn’t mean they’re not a Christian if they don’t carry their Bible to work. And, besides, Christians aren’t perfect people.

That gives me pause, though. What do others think of me? Is the love of Christ evident in my life? Do I work as if I’m working for the Lord? Does my work ethic speak of reliability and integrity? Do I always try to do my best, even when no one is looking? And it’s not just at work that I should consider my Christian witness.  Am I a godly neighbor to the family living next door? Oh. They see me leave for church each Sunday. But anyone can go to church. Does my life offer the sweet aroma of Christ to a lost and hurting world? Do my actions speak louder than my words?


So be careful how you live. Don’t live like fools, but like those who are wise. Ephesians 5:15


How bright is my light in the world? If I don’t ever tell others about my faith, can they see it lived out?

Oh. I’ve never heard vulgarity spew from this man’s mouth, but I have heard him speak ill of others. It makes me question myself more than I question him. What have others heard me say about others? Do I look for the good in someone even when all that’s visible is not good? Do I voice those concerns for any ear to hear? Or do I place a guard around my negative thoughts? Just because I think something doesn’t mean I have to speak it. Just because something is true, doesn’t mean I have to share it with others.

And do not bring sorrow to God’s Holy Spirit by the way you live. Remember, he has identified you as his own, guaranteeing that you will be saved on the day of redemption. Get rid of all bitterness, rage, anger, harsh words, and slander, as well as all types of evil behavior. Instead, be kind to each other, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, just as God through Christ has forgiven you. Ephesians 4:30-32

I noticed a mistake in my work the other day. And I noticed it almost too late. I had decided I would let it go and hope for the best. But I knew that it would eventually be discovered. I didn’t want to correct the mistake, because it would require me to undo some work and then re-do it. I was on a self-imposed deadline, and I didn’t want to be bothered. Would anyone even know if I left it? Yes. They would, but it probably would have taken weeks to be discovered. And maybe by then I would have forgotten about it. 

But then. I felt that thumping of my heart. I knew God was nudging me to do the right thing. So I did. I had to admit my mistake and ask for help. I had to undo the error and then correct it. But I did it. And now I have a clear conscience. As a Christian, I need to work with integrity and character, even when only God is watching.

And now I find myself wondering why I even considered letting the error go. Why would I do that? Don’t I want to do my best work possible? Would I have been tempted to lie later down the line when the mistake was uncovered? It was an honest mistake, after all. But the attempt to cover it up would have been dishonest. And I just couldn’t do that.

Don’t be selfish; don’t try to impress others. Be humble, thinking of others as better than yourselves. Don’t look out only for your own interests, but take an interest in others, too. You must have the same attitude that Christ Jesus had. Philippians 2:3-5

The ultimate goal of Jesus for His disciples was that His life be reproduced in them, and through them into the lives of others.

Robert Coleman

If no one can see the life of Jesus in our lives, what does our witness look like? What is seen in Christians if it isn’t the life of Jesus? Do we live out the ten commandments? Do we live by the Sermon on the Mount in Matthew 5-7? Do we deny ourselves and take up our cross daily? Is our light shining on a hill for the world to see, or do we keep it covered for safekeeping? If we’re not letting our light shine, then what are we doing? If others can’t see our light, is it even shining?